INSTINCT... AND BELIEVING NOT TO...

It has been 3 days... i am trying my best... to be motivated again to motivate people... lot of things happened in a single day but a lifetime proof will be needed to be executed... so i can make lot of changes in my miserable life... broken heart has already taken over my life... but i realize i will not be that way since there are lots of people that need me to be stronger than this...
Eventhough He asked me to leave
LIKE CHRIS MEDINA SAID... 
How can i leave him when the truth is... now is the time that he needs me most... I am not arrogant but confident and as a promise to my own life... i will not let him be alone again... I know how it feels to be alone even it was only for 2 years. I cannot say how it hurts because... it is not hurt anymore... it is a pain...
SO how hard he wants me to leave... i will not...
AND LIKE NANNY MC Phee said...
I will not leave when you still need me most...
But I will gladly leave when you ask me if you already not need me anymore... That leaves the world to decide that i should leave or not... XD XD XD persistent for accompanying someone that I really love until now


No matter if you just do not love me anymore...
No matter if you just think of me as nobody
No matter if you want to scold me,angry at me or whatever it is
No matter if you have already stop giving trust

Because i will always love you the same or even my love is changing... it will be far greater... because this heart, this mind, even this body... is only thinking about you right now and willingly to give everything... Hahahahahahaha... funny hah how this so called LOVE can make me do things i will never done long time ago XD...


I am starting to prove... I said my strategy now, so if you read this...I know you will deploy your so called "endless wall"
But For me what i will do is... Making an endless knocking to reach you... In your inner circle...


Hopefully you will read...
And the happiest time in the moment is yesterday when you suddenly smile when ate my dish...
That time as if lord of death want to see me... I am ready...
but my objective... still not acquired, so... KEEP FIGHTING GO!!!


Hemm... now it is 10.08 in the morning,felt so cold and great... because... I know you are there... for me someday again even as a boyfriend or a best friend 
LAST:
NB : YOU ARE NOT ALONE. NOW THERE WILL ALWAYS BE ME BESIDE YOU