IS IT? ISN'T IT? XD XD XD

Well it has been sometimes now... and somehow i still love him more and more day by day...
The feeling of having him as my Lovely Boyfriend still keep me in the sky
But Relationship will be contaminated with conflicts even you are mature enough to run from it
Mais... That doesn't mean i do not like it... I love it... but somehow the feeling that i cannot talk to another person about my cases makes me so brutal and hurt... hahahaha and that case still get into my life till now...
but looking at him now at 2.19 will never make me break my love... hahaha you can say that lame... but... I love him too much for making things complicated
I think i can rely this feeling to my blog only... and someone... hahahaha... because it seems so great to have a shoulder to rely on... even though i am sick now i still can lift my cases a bit hahahahaah...
He's sleeping like an angel in my life... How much i love him? well you can say... I cannot describe it in number hahahaha... just... I love him
hahahahaa... many things and times we had spent together make me stronger... and learning fast about his characteristic
And the point of today... I will learn to kill my inner senses... that means i don't want to get so sensitive that can make both of us hurt... but... i will do the best to serve him with love and the best that i can do... And my life... hahahaha
some people say that it was childish but i say it "GIVING IT A TRY" so yeah i am maturer everyday when i am with my lovely bear... hahahahaha....
Kyaa... i cannot say anything about him again... i am just too mesmerized
That's it for the day... I am feeling not so well so i have to rest since i do not have a single person to talk hahaha... everyone just thrashed me like an unworthy thing after i get to relationship//
SHIT... this is my sensitivity talking and i learn to control it and someday kill it perfectly...
I WANT THE BEST SO I WILL GIVE THE BEST ALWAYS IN MY LIFE
LOVE LOVE LOVE HURT HURT HURT LOVE SMILE LOVE HURT LOVE SMILE CRY CRY LOVE