JOB DONE and CRUSH DONE PERFECT!!!

My Job at CW done... !!! YAAY
MET lots of new friends today and definitely a perfect woman with social futuristic idea... my ideal... hahahaha.. but yeah.. still GAY anyway hahahaha... lols but clarissa is one of a kind... who is christian and want that social charity for the people of irian... NICE AND ATTA GIRL... if we can meet again... i will support you to do that charity...
AND THE BEST THING WAS
I HAVE A NEW FAMILY
ALBERTUS
JANICE
EVA
BOBBY
DECKY
BOBBY
WIGONO
FELIX
That is the best new extra family that can happen in my life...
We share our laugh and friendship and the bond as HOME... hahahah... can get better and hope better than that... thanks guys...
AND THE BESTEST thing IS (lols)
19th may... will be such a great day too... with him... XD... XD... XD... can't wait till that day   

AND AFTER 1 and a half years...

Huff... I want to tell you guys a story of my heart...

Hahahahahahah... kinda funny and cocky but i think i really want to share my happiness

 

Exactly at 22.34 yesterday night hahaha... i finally can type a message for the one that i have crush for about 1 and a half years ago... lols hahaha...

anf for that I am so happy till now the smile still in my face...

hahahaha... I just asked him for coming to my friend's party of gallant dinner for social benefit in disability and kids. And he said he will think about it and come alone... wow... i am so AWEd by that statement and i felt like i am gonna have a date since he couldn't bring friends because may 19th will be a weekends lols... and after that, our chat goes on until my internet switched off (BZZZ for that) but i got his number and feel so HWA... And that night... i canceled all of my appointments and slept in a good mood. I hope that it will be permanent because of him hehehe... don't care how long it will takes and how hard it is... as long as i can do the best for loving him after knowing him better XD XD XD just can'r get over you hehehe instantly...

I finally have the courage to state what i want now... thanks to my life and experience for this past few months... Hahahaha... 

HE... Was the best thing that can happen to me yesterday...

For about 1 and a half year ago, because of my Jiefu's graduation i met this man. So damn charming, goodlooking, kind and sweet man that i ever known. i was 16 that time and just get a solid gold moment looking at his face... that time i just wondering if somehow i could deliver a speech to know him better... the thing that i still remember until now... he remind me about my cellphone when i forgot to take it with me when i wanna go home. That time i knew that i was charmed by his smile when he said," hey, your cellphone." When i was at car that time my face turned red and i thought (what a kind man, gorgeous and sweet like a candy bar that i LOVE to eat)

 

And after that in my sister's wedding i met him again as the bestman... and such a great suit he wore... at the empire i was so blushed by the calm look of him. even he didn't say a single word of words... i knew that he really happy that day but a little tired... and the party closed by the amazing look of my sister and jiefu... XD XD XD

 

At the night i still met him by chance when i get to deliver the food to my sister's Wroom hahaha... even he looked screwed up and whatever... he still looked so handsome and give my heart a love song...

 

After that we never met each other again... but by chance at my university i met him 3 times or so... at the P building, ATM building, and W building... hahahahaah

 

and the peak moment was yesterday... I finally chatted with him for about 1 hour or so... and felt so luminous and i am so grateful to him for replying with a warm word. hopefully he can go with me at the gallant dinner and we can have some quality times... hahahaha...

THIS TIME I REALLY WISH... that

 

HE IS THE "ONE"

I've Been Searching For

MANY Things HAPPENS... GO STILL GO

Well many months had passed until now i am ready to post a new journey of my fabulous yet thrilling life nowadays hahahaha... hmm... Many things happened and my heart too is broken but then mended then broken again and yeah you know the rest... just a cliche of Go's Life hahaha... such a funny thing but not for others XD

4 months ago i posted about inspiration.. last semester... my love life was ended with extra pain in the heart and ass.. wkwkwkw... lols i dun even know what i just told you guys... well...

here what it is...

After my breakdown spiral things 

in January i get so many decisions to make and i decided to choose french than a gym membership so that time i learnt that sacrifice is everyone's nature to choose one best decision... and yeah i finally cope without a gym hahaha... well i started my second semester with korean language and francois lols waokaakak and to tell you the truth... i love korean language now and added in my favorites is my new language to learn, French language yiiihaaa... hahahah... lols... It is really confusing for me to learn french at first but then i have a goal to get so i study hardly and heartily and finally i can get to know it better now... and i love it...

in February, many conflicts had happened to my fams about many things, well yeah we need a conflict in order to become a better man right? so... yeah for me everything is just "ALL IS WELL" hahaha... and because of that magic spell... i never be the one that i am used to be... ever again... hahahaha such a loyal good dog that bullied by life? gone... now... because all is well... i turn into a person who can get ahold of myself smoothly in every way of thinking the problems and the solutions of course XD XD XD

well guys... the month's conclusion... BETTER MAN and PERFECT LIFE

in March, the moment that i still treasure until now was a moment when i can meet ajahn brahm live at zhang palace... that day... i was so motivated by his words that make me even more confident with myself and with my 998 bricks of good deeds in life hahaha... thanks guru... and yeah... i am so glad for everything just get to the peak of my happiness hahhahaha... GO MARCH and LOVE

in April until now... hahhaah...  in economy... there will be a recession after the peak point right? and that's what happen to me... but everything is under control and all is well... lot things happened in april... like my cellphone was stolen by a thief (of course it must be a thief not saint huakaak)... but learning things that was my fault i know now... we have to take responsibilities and let go things... and say "ALL IS WELL GO" yuhuuu and yeah it is so well eventhough i miss my qwerty haha... but no problemo.. this N73 is better in camera anyway and so that't why my narcism can get updated by this... hihihhi... so.. i believe in one;s quote that "everything happens for a reason" hahahaa... in CHARMED series i learnt a lot how to respect people, let go things or people, and the final lesson was... TO BE STRONGER AND BE WHO YOU ARE... hahaha... being GAY and open in my university... yeah that's me GO DARMADI...

I am not afraid of any possibilities being bashed or bullied because i am gay... because this is who i am and definitely what i gonna be until i die in this life... hahaha and one of my dream will be helping my kind(what?? a tribe... arghh*flipping table) with educations that there is nothing wrong with being gay... well... anyone who read this and get insulted will be like... hmmm... agree with me anyway.... because... even a str8 man can make lot of mistakes bigger than a gay one... vice versa... so what is the error in being gay??? nothing right? if you want to discuss it with me.. you can contact me at GoDarmadi@yahoo.com... i will be so glad to talk Hahahahahaah... (especially for mormon i think hahaahha) Just kidding but if you want i can talk XD XD XD

Well that's it for now... 17.48 in boarding house... just alone and happy because... even i dun have a Boyfriend i still get a love and friendss hahahaah LOVE MY LIFE...

J'AIME MA VIE POUR TOUJOUR

JE SUIS CELIBATAIRE ET BEAU AVEC BEACOUP DES ROSES POUR TOI

MERCI BEAUCOUP POUR MES AMIES, you give me lots of motivations love you guys