Under The Moon Loving you

As the story framing myself into another unbelievable truth...
I am a monster YES... I am a gay guy who didn't care for things except myself and my love.
I really neglect my seriousness towards lots of things.
I think now it will be the right time to have it...
2.58 now as always I am not sleeping on my bed again but still talking to my "dead" laptop in Blogs
Bloggers,,, Do you ever feel when you just fell in love with a prince who is not on white horse or even in a jaguar to show how luxurious he is... But instead all of that things... Guy who only and will only fall in love and love you day by day until the rest of your life?

Somehow people might think that we cannot eat love. but by love we can eat something. Right?
Moving On... Now I know it will be a long way staircase to heaven of doing that possibilities...
That still doesn't mean I am hoping,,, NO... I just cannot kill my feelings every night
Even I am a Player now... well I think my Sagittarian nature just pop out the blue anyway...
Because I cannot feel that precious thing called L-O-V-E anymore... dunno why... probably it was because my state that keeping me from moving on... hihihih funny...

So I TWEET... "I LOVE YOU BUT CANNOT TELL YOU" (well I just told you here anyway)
but I don't care because now my life is getting better each second that counts... The pleasure, The guilty feelings, the sex, the talking and lots of things that improve me from ashes to Gold ones
I am muted by the moon so I say that night always be my greatest dream yet a nightmare...
Sharing things made me so relieve eventhough not all people love to share their opinions
Hope in the future I can be more understandable and emphatic.

NB : I won my first achievement with my Amazing wondrous team 11...  of Buffet Table set up competition
And I always have the theme is LOVE because I know with love it can transcend any boundaries...
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As the sky is roaring... The Poem goes down

SILENT LOVE
Tearfully terminated in your walls
but kept safe and sound within the balls
Running down the couple of bears in the halls
Straight to you for giving you all...

I love but I shut
I cried when I got shoot
I laugh as it is just a simple loot
Yet it is another series of loops

In the end... I always Love
but I will never tell twice of it
Just leave all the rest and love each other
Secretly, passionately, and gallantly...

...~SOG~...