Visually Amazed

Well, as people know that nowadays many people die without being neutralized with the fact that many people born in this world. I think of many things that happened in my life lately. My Late Chems teacher did not survive lung cancer, many people in my life sick and bla bla bla. In some level of thoughts, I know that health is really important especially after the pain I've got yesterday... My body was so cold, my hands and my feet, as ice. I was very afraid at that moment. Yesterday also I missed one of my TOMH class in hospitality because i overslept due to my "sickness" moment.

I really really have to get my health rest ASAP... Boo... but somehow I can't or maybe I won't... I still cannot find the exact situation i am in now. Hahaha... but that was no problem as long as I am still survive this harsh world. well... still got no boyfriend but have lots of friends... It makes me FINE than not having any. maybe for me that's the price...

Today I got into COP program and by means... yep I got IN... yaay... but with lots of activities need a higher responsibility level in my system. so yeah I have to be more cautious with time management and scheduling. I am the leader of LKMB, wanna be MAC division of security, Aspiration committee, wanna be staff at 843 Regiment, COP program development, and definitely one hell of Hospitality management scholar that has lots of TOMH programs :-') hahaha... but yeah I am sure... I will finish what I've started... better be yeah...

I started my blog again because in this short life. I wanna carve plenty of memories during my stay in this tiny lil world. I've seen many people dying without memories can be remembered. So during my life I want to make more and more beautiful steps onward. and someday when I have been brave enough to let my lil family know about my situation these days I will let them read this blog of mine. and by that time I hope I am not the shameful one in this family. hahaha. so that's it for now.

Here's one lil fragment of my day

SHINING by Go, Damadi Unjaya
Shining is not given but taken
Taken is not taking but receiving
Receiving is not staying but doing

Doing means sweat and Commitment
Commitment is what you have by what you say
Like what you say is a truthful liar or a truthful truth

Embracing all you've got is better than just saying
but,
Giving everything what you can give is better that IT
but,
Doing your best with your Commitment means Optimization

One of Brothers said to me
Do not maximized your potential
Instead you optimized it because you can surpass your limit but not your nature :-)

PS : I love these days... even I got loss in class... I still get my life right :-)