CARVING memories

Watching movies about switched at birth... kinda give me the ooze about real something...
These past few days... getting more pressured and pressured... Not the thing I am gonna smile for anyway... haha... I've been caught up with works, college, sex, and movies... and no one of them give me real joy than a real pain... hahaha maybe I was too arrogant to overcome my problem in life.
I know now that I missed Markus... missed how he act, he speak, etc... but again it will be one of a hell love... he's at jakarta will be at Bali soon... and I am only 19 years old kid who lives in Surabaya... like IDK forever? hahaha someday I wanna go over the world to make lots and tons of good memories... since nowadays I made mistakes and kinda naive to be called a GOOD one... hahaha... still messed up.  but that's true for me now... I don't even resist it anymore. and people say I can be something? for the one who OUT OF LOVE right now... my confidence depleted... hahaha

I wanna share one song today... hope you like it...
From SPICE GIRL from GLEE episode 17 Guilty Pleasure (i think mine is Having Sex rather than Speaking with people hahaha... if someone can guess this someday... I will be his boyfriend lols)

WANNABE => your Boyfriend someday


Ha ha ha ha ha
Yo, I'll tell you what I want, what I really, really want
So tell me what you want, what you really, really want
I'll tell you what I want, what I really, really want
So tell me what you want, what you really, really want
I wanna, (ha) I wanna, (ha) I wanna, (ha) I wanna, (ha)
I wanna really, really, really wanna zigazig ah

If you want my future, forget my past
If you wanna get with me, better make it fast
Now don't go wasting my precious time
Get your act together we could be just fine

I'll tell you what I want, what I really, really want
So tell me what you want, what you really, really want
I wanna, (ha) I wanna, (ha) I wanna, (ha) I wanna, (ha)
I wanna really, really, really wanna zigazig ah
If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends
(Gotta get with my friends)
Make it last forever, friendship never ends
If you wanna be my lover, you have got to give
Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is

Oh, what do you think about that
Now you know how I feel
Say, you can handle my love, are you for real
(Are you for real)
I won't be hasty, I'll give you a try
If you really bug me then I'll say goodbye

Yo I'll tell you what I want, what I really, really want
So tell me what you want, what you really, really want
I wanna, (ha) I wanna, (ha) I wanna, (ha) I wanna, (ha)
I wanna really, really, really wanna zigazig ah

If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends
(Gotta get with my friends)
Make it last forever, friendship never ends
If you wanna be my lover, you have got to give
(You've got to give)
Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is

So, here's a story from A to Z
You wanna get with me, you gotta listen carefully
We got Em in the place who likes it in your face
You got G like MC who likes it on a...
Easy V doesn't come for free, she's a real lady
And as for me, ha you'll see

Slam your body down and wind it all around
Slam your body down and wind it all around

If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends
(Gotta get with my friends)
Make it last forever, friendship never ends
If you wanna be my lover, you have got to give
(You've got to give)
Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is

If you wanna be my lover
You gotta, you gotta, you gotta, you gotta, you gotta
Slam, slam, slam, slam (make it last forever)

Slam your body down and wind it all around
Slam your body down and wind it all around
Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha
Slam your body down and wind it all around
Slam your body down and zigazig ah
If you wanna be my lover