Should I just shut my mouth when My lovely BFF get bullied and scold?
Should I lie all my life to all of them for thinking I am such a good boy who can never angry?
Should I run away into loneliness when I am still single and all of my ex'es just got their own Boyfriend and Happily marriage with them...
Should I scream or just muted on my bed without giving up sign that i am stressed out or just zombified.
God I am all alone. No one can be my plus one... No one can really be my ears my mouth my body. to feel the pain inside. I am so tired of anything with cases going on... I know maybe other people get worse cases than me... but for me this is like a frost bite into my life. I wanna telll everybody too, that you can talk to me even though i am gay and have lots of alay gestures... but I am still a human and I can help anything they want me to help... and somehow I too want to have a real friends who will never talk behind my ears. even though i am so dirty a whore to sex and bla bla bla... I wanna be free from this misery. Maybe if mommy novita wants to die these times... I probably wanted it since the day after the operation you know. I still survive these years... because I am having this hope... to be with somebody who really2 knows me well... and that is just to rare to get huh? sitting here when today I will have test ... means I am so broken up without anybody to hold... Liking someone in my class... didn't help but make me sick of being in like with your Best buddy. Liking someone that you cannot reach too... is sucks....
That's what I want by Go, Darmadi Unjaya
Diamond comes from a worthless stone you ever know in this world
but,
With efforts and lots of tempering the stone with mutual concept
Priceless comes to its name... The DIAMOND
and That's what I want
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