Being stood up and IT IS HURT

Well I know... one doubt will ruin lots of the planning in life
but again yeah tonight... I was being stood up in the middle of almost sexed up moment...
Hahahahaha... I think it is funny because I am not angry neither disappointed...
I only smile that time and bring them out from my boarding house... and text one of them a warm thank you of being honest with themselves... I know now... that you cannot force things out... even the sex... hahahah
Well at 5 o'clock or so... there was one person ask me from manjam... if he can spent the night at my boarding house or not... I kindly replied if I can take him... but then I offered him to do gangbang or so with me and my friends... I waited so long and very long until it was in the night approximately at 10... I waited that long for... Yeah guys... you know it... being stood up harshly in the night... hahahaha.... well... I knew and I felt it... when the emotion is not alright... and suddenly I felt so numb when one of them said he wanted to go home by ten... (well he arrived at 21.55 That is hilarious) so then one of them is willingly to go home with him too... and the other one... I was being stood up and suddenly I am so cold... hahaha and then... I do not want to be the one left out... I go to the internet cafe too... leaving the last man cold out... I was so guilty by doing that... but yeah... you can force the sex out of the cold heart... and so I am here... writing my blog...

I want to give a little wise word dear friends who read my blog...
"RESPECT PEOPLE IF YOU WANNA BE RESPECTED AS A HUMAN BEING"
Being gay is hard friend... so do not add one more unrepresentable behavior into our house of gay... lols many gays being judged by their self arrogance and lots of bad things because we are different... I hope all of you will not make it true by doing the exact things to others... It is hurt to be treated like the way I have been treated(even I did it too but I am very sorry to the man before)
"TREAT BEINGS LIKE YOU WANNA BE TREATED IN THE WORLD"
So ladies and gentlemen gay or lesbian... I know I am a sex slut... and I want every possibilities of sex that i can have in my life... but... I respect people and at least I tried and always improve myself to be better...
One more suggestion... IF... you want to have gangbang or one night stand... but suddenly if you want to called off the dates.... at least you have to tell the one you promised to... with high respect.... " I cannot do the sex thing with you because you are not my type... Sorry (and then you leave)" Well if you say that... It will be so much respectable than you just made fun of the people and make a silly excuse... Hahahahahaha Want to laugh... how can a mature people can be so childish sometimes... hahahaha don't you know guys... your attitude and behaviour... is making lots of people in a mess... ahhahahaha... luckily I got out from that commotion quicker than I thought... I cannot angry but smile so faintly... and laugh in my heart... "well at least I got my Gangbang and Bukkake moment, so... This means... I already got free from the chain..."

Okay then... I am not prolonging my self pity moment because that was funny I cannot see the sad thing from it... again... One simple poem for you guys... or maybe two... I don't know BFFT

IN THE RESPECT by Go Darmadi Unjaya

Turmoil is passing by respecting others
Okay to be disgusted but first you need to shout
Go away after you are pleasing people around you
And you will have what you do to people... the bitter way

ALL IS WELL by Go Darmadi Unjaya

Like a cinnamon wood you feel the sweetness toward your bitterness
You gain more than you lose because that is nature
If you get hit once... just smile and get that into others... making them happy
And trust the words... "ALL IS WELL"