Welll beberapa hari ini lagi lagi ya aku masih saja belum menemukan arti aku tinggal di surabaya... lols... laptopku yang rusak membuat aku bener bener banyak menghabiskan waktuku di internet INCOME NET lols woakakaak... yap thats where I look for lots hookups... yet.. I found nothing... and no one... agak menyedihkan... cuman ya maune ya apa lagi... memang ga ada yang patut dinilai dari diriku bahkan untuk sebuah hook ups semalam... hahaha... namun yah dari situ pun aq belajar dengan para ahli... AHLI PEMBOHONG... lolswoaaka... di MJ aku bertemu dengan banyak sekali orang-orang yang sangat rupawan namun... segala sesuatunya benar-benar berkebalikan dari ketampanan mereka... bukan marah or apa sih... But here's the fact... apa susahnya menolak ajakan untuk hookups? toh aku kalau ga berkenan juga aku tolak tanpa menjanjikan segala sesuatunya... aku menerima segala sesuatunya dengan baik... namun banyak sekali setelah aku teliti satu persatu... orang MJ jago bermain kata-kata... lols sudah tahu juga sih sebenernya mereka ga bakalan mau sama aku for that truth I know but I still give him a question about ML... lols woakakakaak lulcu memang... cuman kalo ga kek gitu aku ga belajar bahwa dunia ini memang bukan hanya sekedar hitam putih ato abu-abu... tapi benar-benar berwarna bagaikan pelangi yang memiliki unsur tertentu... baik yang memiliki nilai positif ataupun negatif.... Kemaren sempet aja ditegur sama koko-koko cakep... lols woakakakaak karena nafsu yang ketinggian.. wkwkwk... well dia tidak menolak dulu-dulunya so i keep asking him... until he said NO... lols yah... what can I say... aku belajar bahwa the power of words itu sangat sangat dahsyat dalam kehidupan... bisa mengubah hidup seseorang 180 derajat
Tapi itu bukan inti masalahnya hari ini yang ingin aku tulis sih
Well intinya adalah saat kita ga bisa ngapa-ngapain di kos dan merasa bosan hingga akhirnya bener-bener kesepian tingkat akut... itulah masalah yang aku hadapi saat ini hahahahaahah....well mendengarkan lagu payphone milik maroon 5 ini bener-bener buat aku ngerti bahwa ga semuanya bisa dikemukakan dengan cinta cinta dan cinta... betul emang cinta adalah segala sesuatu di dunia ini yang BAIK... cuman untuk keseimbangan pastilah ada yang namanya BURUK yaitu benci... lols woakkaakakakakakak dan payphone bener-bener dibawakan dengan kesatua warna lagu yang menjunjung keduanya... hahahahaha... bener-bener menyentuh hatiku yang kesepian dan memberikan satu lagi kesempatanku untuk hidup dari kesendirian... sekarang Go Darmadi Unjaya... adalah orang yang kuat dan ga akan menangis karena kesendirian... karena daripada memusuhi kesendirian... jadikanlah saja mereka teman baik yang akan mempertemukan kita dengan kebersamaan pada akhirnya... hahahahaha... karena berawal dari kesepian aku bangun untuk memijak langkah menuju kebersamaan bersama teman-temanku. Dan sekali lagi... aku tahu segala sesuatu yang aku hadapi sekarang adalah pondasi dasar untuk aku menjadi lebih dewasa dan lebih kuat... mungkin orang bakal mengenalku dengan orang yang menggilai sex ataupun maniak... tapi... mungkin akan ada hanya 1 orang yang akan menerimaku seluruh hati nantinya dalam pelukannya tanpa memperdulikan betapa hinanya diriku tapi lebih melihat seberapa tulus nantinya aku bersama dia memberikan yang terbaik untuk sebuah cinta yang bukan pada pandangan pertama... namun dengan KESADARAN PERTAMA hahahahah... lols
Betapa senenge aku isak sharing dengan temenku... seorang cc yang nerima aku apa adanya... dan mendoakanku untuk menggapai yang aku cita-citakan... I am just too happy right now... that there still lots of people who understand me and accept me well in this social life that needs lots of courage... I cannot say I always be brave... I, for once can be afraid and lonely(like now) but I always learn one new things in my deepest grief... Those are love and hate will be united as one... but unity will never be broken... because all things will back again to balance... hahaha that's our nature right? hahahaha... so for this night I want to share my deepest feelings by letting you know the lyrics of Payphone, The song that make me awake of the reality with HATRED AND LOVE... PEACE FOR ALL and Thanks Cece KHO... you always be my inspiration hahahaah
PAYPHONE by Maroon 5
(Sometimes Love can be expressed by hatred)
Copyright : situs lirik lah yah
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember
The people we used to be
It's even harder to picture
That you're not here next to me
You say it's too late to make it
But is it too late to try?
And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down
I've wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more stupid love song I'll be sick
You turned your back on tomorrow
Cause you forgot yesterday
I gave you my love to borrow
But just gave it away
You can't expect me to be fine
I don't expect you to care
I know I've said it before
But all of our bridges burned down
I've wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more stupid love song I'll be sick
Now I'm at a payphone...
[Wiz Khalifa]
Man work that sh*t
I'll be out spending all this money while you sitting round
Wondering why it wasn't you who came up from nothing
Made it from the bottom
Now when you see me I'm stunning
And all of my cars start with the push up a button
Telling me the chances I blew up or whatever you call it
Switched the number to my phone
So you never could call it
Don't need my name on my show
You can tell it I'm ballin'
Swish, what a shame could have got picked
Had a really good game but you missed your last shot
So you talk about who you see at the top
Or what you could've saw
But sad to say it's over for
Phantom pulled up valet open doors
Wiz like go away, got what you was looking for
Now ask me who they want
So you can go and take that little piece of sh*t with you
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more stupid love song I'll be sick
Now I'm at a payphone...
And for the last... like usual...
A poem for you all
REALITY by Go Darmadi Unjaya
Get down to the knees hoping
only give 1 percent of our dream stepping
With the love we sharing
we get 99 percents of the hope coming
All the stereo lines is futile
when you never utilize
Utilizing the motives of a fairy tale
YOUR fairy tale
Sunset in heaven will be so beautiful
if you see the point it exist in the first place
Then you will say...
Ah... it is the day... I am ready to hate and love
What people know is Love...
They left hatred alone that destroy the balance
But knowing hatred and love at the same time
Will seal your love in the ceremonial of life and death
Good Night all and LOVE YOU...
NB : thanks ce Dah... udah ngasih inspirasi buat nulis blog kali ini...
Love friends... be mindful and stay strong... LOVE BUDHISM... Saddhu Saddhu Saddhu
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