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Listening to the songs that i've been left out for so long you know it is great to hear it but greater if i hear your voice

My heart says DO IT HEARTILY
and i just PFFt how can i do this without love?
but now i know... at least i have to try to stand up again with this new love and chance bestowed upon me.
and i hope that i will not fail this one again...
sometimes i am afraid but if it is not now? when will it be for me to stand up and fight my demons
It is 0.54 and my head is spinning around studying Business and religion even civic... and i feel so bliss because i know i am here to face IT... and to love again...
premonition said to me i will get into 3rd relationship... and i hope it will be the last...
just a jumbled sentence i hope someone will know it XD

Well to say that is from my facebook is not wrong... in this blog i will write even more...

well frankly speaking today i have succeeded in my last exam for ethics... hmm felt so good this morning, sitting up with friends do things together and making bonds with them. i think now i am "that" strong since i am with you guys and with my new boyfriend. still zipped out for information but surely it will be revealed soon. i dunno why i accept one flirting moment guy as my boyfriend now. but yeah i want to move on with him now since i don't have anything in common with NF anymore...

BUT... one question still remains in my head. IS IT for real that i can be with him so soon, so fast, is this for real or only a redemption because of NF... i still not sure... until now... maybe it will be my darkest secret by me to him. GOD i know that in my head i don't feel anything about NF anymore but what about my heart? i am not feeling anything YEAH for now. but how it will be when i see him again elsewhere, can i be this strong when I stated that i've moved on with my new boyfriend? these are questions popping in my head screw things up for awhile.

BUT... again and again to be in relationship with TCJ, i am so glad that i find this man. but he's sick and he won't talk to me whether it is dangerous or not. brain cancer stadium two... i mean you are kidding right? when you get a cancer and you still can W-O-W ing and be happy about it by not telling your parents about it. only one day that i knew him in person, how can i know his personality, his character, his daily life, etc. too fast to be true is not what i have in mind not now or not yesterday either. but why i keep having the thought that i will succeed with him until death due us apart someday... WELL as a merely human i only can hope for the best things with him with TCJ... from December 8,2011 until i don't know when it will be lasting...

well in about 4 days i will celebrate my birthday with my families... not sure that i will get what i want. but yeah i hope in December 18, 2011 i will get things or thing or so... that i really need the most... arghhh feel uncertain of waiting these days to come... will it be good? will it be marvelous? or just a crap?

I BELIEVE IT WILL BE GOOD yeah...

NOW I AM GO DARMADI UNJAYA will be great as a man standing withstand tsunami by himself and lots of people surround him... HIHIHI

dunno what i am saying but... hopefully this thing worth to post yeah...

NOW 1.13 and still not asleep writing a blog about my life and WOO HOO feel so refreshing...