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Hi Everyone welcome to my Blog that serve you slices of my life stories... WHY??? Cause when I die... at least I hope someone read my story and be inspired and amused by what I had poured in this Blogspot. We will never know when it will be our time stop ticking... But... Let us enjoy the ride.

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Today is Love... LOVE(?)

What is Love?

Do you know the meaning of Love?

Can you describe Love?

After know Love, Do you still have Love?

1. I don't know

2. How do I know?

3. Love IS ... Undefinable. Like a Pandora Box Love is never meant to be revealed. Love is ... No one can describe it perfectly, not even our teacher, consultant, psychologist, Fortune Teller, or a high spiritual person... Because as we know if love is defined, at that time LOVE will lack of its meaning and shape... "because love is undefinable so it is called LOVE, a sweet and passionate word for us in it but very bitter if we are impulsively kicked from it. but still Love is a mystery, nope... Love is Love" So what is LOVE, all of you know the answer!!!

4. Are we already knew Love? Hahaha We knew but we don't know, We will always have love in our life, even you don't take any of it or give any of it you still have love such as : transaction, game, game over, new game, broken game, etc. That is the proof of love... But don'r ever think the meaning of Love coz' it will be meaningless and its presence will gone if you did...

My suggestion to you that I got from friend and after I polish it better...

If you wanna know love, Love him/her as the way they are without a hope to have any kind of feedback. Do everything you've got to love somebody. Never afraid of love, just love, don't wait to be loved coz it will take long backyard to cross.

If you wanna build a relationship, Be happy, be mindful, be conscious of what are you doing...

There are so many people who didn't believe of love, anyway what kind of love you didn't believe??? Tell me... after you can tell me you can laugh yourself and I will congratulate you because the time you told that time you tell me no love but a BS...

WHY???

BECAUSE LOVE IS NOT WHAT YOUR OPINION, MINE, OR THEIRS...

LOVE IS UNDEFINABLE SO IT IS CALLED LOVE...

"the meaning will make it is your fantasy and it will have the presence GONE"

FINALLY, guys ... WHAT IS l.o.v.e.?

analytical by Someone in LOVE in class

Saturday, July 24, 2010

After A long time I finally found you

HIYA guys after long time no updating... LOL
wow I am so happy these days I think I found my soulmate... hahahaha... I really hope this will work... ARGHHHHHHH real fun yeah... wkwkwkwkwkwk
this brilliant person are very clever and potent to be anything... lOL

Idk why I can love this person so much... well I think because the characters huff... very charming make me very down at first but after the chance is given to me ... I already committed my self to be with 'im forever,,, I love you FL hahahaha

Thursday, June 24, 2010

2 days before ding qing

There are so many incident during the preparation. And thanks to you my family that we can survive these days. But I just thought about many things.
How come there is a family that want to destroy their little brother's pride by brainwashing him with MONEY

Yeah again the cause is money... why money seems to be such handy in this time...
I got pressured, crying, shouting, n bla bla bla. to my father because of his sister...
now i hold no more... his sister is a biatch who always thinking about money..
IDK why her 3 daughters not having any kind resemblance with her,,, I prefer to respect my three gorgeous cousins that to their mother let alone her mother's sister.

One is a gossiper
One is a Faker,,
What a complete world that my father's family have... Awful. nasty, killing... No one positive come around within that family... I am lucky for have such good friend though... but she was passed away and after her gone everything's change and that devil woman has power of the eldest... and start to control my family like a piece of marble...

Who is she to say...
She is my dad sis yes BUT SHE IS NOT HIS WIFE FOR GOD SAKE,,,
how can they called themselves a buddhist if they do not even know how to treat people nonthreatening... they must call themselves a burglar or something...

How can a wife deserting her OWN HUsband when he got a stroke just to dancing around in the Temple(wow dancing in the temple)

How can a DAUGHTER not came into her mother's 100th day funeral procession just to go have fun with her strangled friends,,,

Is that a human we talk in this BLOG.....???
YEAHHHHHHH they are a human like zombie anyway who have no soul and forgiveness... all they know just grudge and curses... well CURSES to them(if i could say)

but the tactic is draw your friend close but your enemy closer... HOHOHOHO

and you know they have lot of motive to stay away from my mother, well maybe they just afraid get bitten in their tongue for God Sake...

This blog will be a justice that prevails all the humiliation towards my family...

I love my mom and dad
I love my sisters
I love my mom's families
I "LOVE" My dad's families(just for the eldest sister of my father and Eri,carle, c ninik, c yeye, and c fenny besides that is OK but for those people I have mentioned... I "LOVE" THEM until the grave come towards them )


I love the person who comforts me
And I love my GIFers friend

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

HOLIDAY

Well... long time no contact with this blog... Hmmm Now it's my free time so i can get back into this blogging thing... LOL. well these 4 days of holiday are like a sweet story in my life... especially when I can download lot of movies to see... AWWW... I just loved movies the day I was born... Hmmmm... Perfect holiday.... Gotta catch up for things... G'bYe for now... C U in the next post... LOL

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Stranded into the atmospheres...

GOD i just wanna ask you such questions... WHY I have such families who destroy each others... Why my life just f****D up in this world... My love not in the right place... My family tear apart because of the other families that so shitty provocate them... HUFFF. I just wanted to get out from INDONESIA faster... And I want to have lot of power and degrees so i can win among all of the families.... HMMM.... when there is a chance even it will destroy my body and mind... but for saving both side I will take it...
I will die as a proof of this world's harshness... HMMMM..
well well I will get my Ph.D... I am sure I will shut the CNN' and weatherwoman's mouth even stitch it to the end.... AGHHH... I hate those fake families...
I love my famz, my mom, dad, sis... and others who love me with pure soul not a dark soul... even i will torture them... ARGHHH.... that's the power of the money... and they have it... but there is no GAME OVER in my dictionary... HMMMM...
GO WU HANLI... SAVE IT FOR THE BEST...
The other famz.... prepare for judgment if you have your own mistakes... HOHOHOHOHOHO...
Justice will prevail...
WITH the power of CARM...
LOVE LOVE lOVE

nb: I love the way you are my lovely darling.... so if you are in the short distance, please let me have you... help me to fight this mess....

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Go to JOGJA... Love shine to me...

Well, sometimes we will think that love is a mere lie...

BUT with love we can expect lot of boundaries and achieve the passionate future...

I just cannot believe that love makes me like this... mad, jealous, but lovely...

When i was in the trip to Yogyakarta I found myself very lonely and deserted... HMMM and the a friend came and made my life from usual became unusual... Hmmm... idk if this a love friendship... but well, I still attached to one person... so i will still in love just with this person... I can't deny it but Love it... hehehehe... I hope this thing will be clearer when the time is right... Love you,...

AWWWWWWW YEAH,,, Yogyakarta ROCKSSS... everyone must see when it was a Vesak  day in BOrobudur... WOW is the best word to describe it... 

Sunday, May 23, 2010

FRIENDS to be with

Sometimes we will ask for this silly question...
"Do you want to be my friend and even be my BEST FRIEND ???"
well readers, do you even know that actually the people you've asked already your friend???
I asked a person that question, He told me that i was very silly to ask that question because since we've been a classmate so that time our friendship built...
YEAH i really appreciate that man... HUFF... a weird man but yeah he's one of my best friends now...
Well, sorry for my lateness about update this blog, Have a final semester exam to go... HMMM after did that wondrous exam, my life changing lil' by lil' LOL...
Now I have lot of great friends that always support me whether i am in good or bad condition... My prayer have been answered by dearest Buddha in NIRVANA... OWWW such a happy life I have right now...
I've been decided my future these days, coz my mom told me about how to manage my life... She said to decide my future correctly so i won't regret it...
PSYCHOLOGY=> COOL, LOVELY, and i love it... but won't fit in INDONESIA...(some opinion of my relatives...)
so I've been thinking lot this past week.... and now i find a suitable career for my future...
HOSPITALITY=> LOVELY, MANAGING(I love to manage), and COOL too... I love cooking so i think I will choose hospitality in a way to be a master CHEF... hohoho... and I think I will be a manager too.. HOHOHO
So for now my future set to be in a HOSPITALITY FACULTY in UNIVERSITY OF PETRA...
YEAH hammer was hit so... YEAHHHH HOSPITALITY IT IS...

NB: a little information,,, I think this was one of my dreams, to be a chef and cook delicious dinner for my lover and have a romantic dinner every day... LOL silly but I madly want it...